shirldapearl
Despair is always lurking, isn't it. You stumble through life trying to make it all work, phone this guy, emailing that women, making -- or missing -- deadlines, pleasing, pleasing, pleasing. It's exhausting.
why can't you just admit it? We're done. Letting us just spiral down into a black hole of noncommunication is cruel. Simple as that. You say you never complain and never think of yourself. Well, this is the ultimate self-centeredness.
one of the most indistinct things in the world is understanding where a relationship is at. Why cant we just put it out there -- simply, directly, non-dramalike.
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