shoshana301
strong, resilient,hard, menacing at times but solid and resourceful too. Rule with an iron fist, beware of the iron-hearted. A metal unlike any other, may we all have iron in our veins for support.
that's a scary thought. oy. petrifying even. So far off, so much prospect involved in it, so much bundled up in one word. So much responsibility. a really, really REALLY scary thought. petrifying even.
There are those who've lost it, and search in vain for any shred that might be remaining. Like a lost sock in your room, it disappears from sight into the vast and endless land of lost things, and you can never again reclaim it as your own. It's gone, and no amount of wishing will bring it back again.
I am determined to make this show work. I've stressed over it too much to not have it go well- I've put too much effort into it, and watched too many people cry and freak out. It's going to work. It's going to come together, and I will be proud of it, and of everyone involved. I will be proud to say I was a part of this production. We're all determined to make it happen, so it's gonna happen. Wait and see
I could really use some of it right now. I try to be strong for everyone else around me- to be their support when everything else comes crashing down, and to hold them up when all they want to do i fall. I try to be there for them, in any way I can, and it hurts when I can't be, or when they don't let me. But who's there to be my strength when I need them most? Who will hold me up when I fall?
I'm reaching, as hard as I can. Success for me will be happiness- it will be a family, and someone who loves me dearly, all weirdness and oddities included, who I love just as fiercely. It will be a reason to wake up every morning, and know that I'm doing something worthwhile- someone that matters more that I am capable of realizing. That's why I want to teach- think of the impact teachers can have!! That's my success- that WILL BE my success.