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MY BODY is NOT contingent upon HIS opinion
you my air, my sun, my moon, my stars my universe
i was nothing but background noise of a song stuck on repeat to you.
sometimes you wonder if i am still here lurking in the shadows of life watching over you
you try and tell yourself “you’re not alone” yet when you get in bed at night the fact that i’m not here envelopes you rather than your blankets you realize now that when you were shutting everyone out i was still there trying to break down your door and i expected you would move on but never did i think you would forget me you can’t even remember what my voice sounds like anymore and the scent on my sweater is wearing off i guess i know now why you never held my hand tight during that fight why hold on to someone you know you are going to lose
right?
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