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i like the city
always something to do
someone to see
someone to bump into on the way somewhere else
i wonder how many people i see each day
walking
on their way
some place
or on the way home
I want to know each of them
and their stories
and I want to tell them mine
because we all live in this city
she came
she saw
she conquered
her visit was one of the best things
that happened
all day
all week
all year
i mean does she really mean that much to me?
i guess this means she does
she is that much of my life
that much of my concern
but her visit
that's when my world stops
and its only her
and that's why her visit is so amazing
she came
she saw
she conquered
her visit was one of the best things
that happened
all day
all week
all year
i mean does she really mean that much to me?
i guess this means she does
she is that much of my life
that much of my concern
but her visit
that's when my world stops
and its only her
sweep
what does that even mean?
so we sweep things in a sports sense
destroying our opponents
giving them no chance to touch our skill
or sweep the floor
getting rid of all the past
the dirt
the history
do we look to move on
get better
get cleaner
sweep
what does that even mean?
its so much of a big deal
size
pants
clothes
looks
but really
what we need to know about a person
is inside
there is no number for heart size
for kindness
for love
but we continue to stress
to worry
about the things that don't matter
the numbers
the clothing
the size
words. writing
it all seems to make sense
until you try to express it to someone else
try to tell them what you think
what you feel
and words don’t seem to be enough anymore
they don’t know what you really mean
what you really feel
and you sit
stunned
that these words that always helped so much
only seem to get in the way now
hurting
not helping
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