starlightstormcloud

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Destruction has taken over my life. Things falling to pieces at my feet as I try to force them back into what they once where. My dreams have broken and the shards are slicing into my hands, the pain letting me know that nothing will ever be the same again.

force

I am a force to be reckoned with. Never letting anything slow me down, or push me around. I force my way through the walls of society, making sure i am standing tall and strong. I am forcing all of this out through my teeth as you stare me down, reading between the lines of my forced dialogue.

sinking

I feel as if I'm sinking, you're hands holding me down beneath the surface, drowning. The black reaches up to welcome me into its cold grasp, and my heart drifts into oblivion.

missed

I missed the old days when I used to play around the yard with my family its almost as if time has completely slipped through my fingers

writing since 2011 · 5 entries · 4 days shown up

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on this day 15 years ago

StarLight wrote about missed
“i wonder why people miss others. is it just a hormone thing or is it our spirits yearning for the others spirit. I miss my grandpa a lot and often. I wish he could have seen me as i am today. I wish …”

the words StarLight reaches for

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