sweetfrailty
What a random name for a color. I never really liked maroon or describe anything as maroon. I just say "Oh, it's like reddish brownish color." This is stupid. I don't know what else to say about this. Um... It's weird that it only has one r, don't you think ? Kind of reminds me of raccoon. Time's up. (:
Your love for me is a work of fiction.
Every day I think about you. Wishing and hoping that you're just playing a cruel joke. That you're gonna call me up and say "Gotcha!" But I know that's unrealistic. You've moved on. I love you more than anything and I don't think I ever will stop loving you... It's hard, because I know I mean nothing to you.
I was reading The Time Traveler's Wife and, basically, she compares herself to Odysseus' wife because she has to wait for her husband through long periods of time. Waiting and wondering. Anxious to know whether he's dead or alive. Is it sad that I wish for a love like that ? Someone I can long for and know that when they do return, they will love me and care for me as much as I do them.
Is this the same word everyday ? Because I've, literally, wrote about this word for the past 2 days. I'm a little upset. It's obvious this website is not meeting my expectations. Woe is me. Whatever.
I've, obviously, already had this word. I'm sitting in my bedroom, thinking about why you haven't talked to me all day. And I'm thinking it's blatantly obvious that you don't like me as much as you lead on... Why do I get myself so attached ? I always do this.
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