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its all about you. I mean me. you and I. me and she. we think we know everything.
and we do. I can prove it. watch me.
I have always wondered how it might have been.
And I wonder if its even ever crossed your mind.
ah. now there's a word that sums it up.
almost.
it nearly breaks my heart just to type it.
do I need to explain?
away. dirt, dust and bits of toast. Snow White in a cottage full of dwarfs.
ok for one: you disappear without notice.
two: your return is full of expectation.
three: the whole thing is absurd.
I can't do it.
maybe this is it. maybe I am finally finished. maybe this deep yearning has been resolved. I'm not sure how that would work. it would be a miracle, no?
one small moment. tinier than now. or even my memory of it. an ancient concept. I see it all. fundamental energy.
1.2.3. parts & pieces. it begins. it ends. I expect nothing more than a cardboard box. empty.
a ticket wouldn't have cost that much. I think it would have been worth it, if only for a few hours. I wonder, if now, you regret your choice.
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