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I wonder what it would be like, to be by your side, all the time. I wonder how long you'd want me to be there and I wonder how long I'd stay. I wonder if this would've happened if I hadn't gone away. I wonder.
I am hurt, you did this. I feel horrible, why do you do this? I wish you would stop. You didn't call today and when I did hear from you, you were distant. I feel you might disappear again; that scares me, as much as I hate to admit it. . . I'm actually crazy about you. You don't care.
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