thejesscapist
What are the things you are thankful for? Are you grateful you're alive right at this moment? I hope you are, and that you are happy. You deserve happiness in your life.
there's hardly a word for what she's feeling right now. she feels like she's being completely ripped and torn apart, but she's never felt more refreshed than she does now. she feels like she's hanging on a limb, but she'd probably feel more breathless and free if only she knew how to let go. life is hardly a choice. it's a place you just let yourself get lost in.
Do you ever think about how many people you've met in your lifetime? Ho many faces have you seen? Has it reached a thousand? Ten thousand, hundred thousand? Perhaps a million people's faces have passed through your line of vision. Do you ever think about how many emotions you've felt in your lifetime? What variation of emotions have you felt? Anger, happiness, sadness, excitement, disappointment? Rapid surges of emotion that play on your face that you can never really see except through the reflection of a mirror.
The ground beneath her feet is wet and with the worn soles of her shoes, she can feel the water seeping in through; she wiggles her toes and she smiles.
There isn't much that she wants in the world except that she be happy with the way she lives.
It's probably much harder than it is seemingly is but she wants to believe that one day, she won't be as worn out by the world as she is now. Maybe one day, she'll be able to meet that person in the eye and tell him that she's happy with her life.