TwoTeacups
I have to go get groceries. I wonder how many times I've gone to get them. I wonder how many times I've gotten what I wanted. My favorite thing in the world was going grocery shopping with my mom every second Friday after school. It was my happiest whether or not I got something. I wish I still had that attitude.
Things have always felt difficult and like I can't handle them. I'm not ready now, but was I ever ready for what was to come? WIll I ever feel ready or will it always feel like a dead end? I don't expect it to be easy but I want to be stronger. And happier. Mostly happier.