youlimnataliejun

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You're sinking quickly, and I'm the only person in sight, you ask me to pull you out. I do. you say thank you and ask me "I owe you big time" and I reply with "You owe me a lot. but what you owe me the most is the time I've wastest with you, and the love I wasted on you. What you will owe me especially is just to leave me alone." I walk away from you, and you realize you need me in order to be. You try and run after me but your effort isn't worth it. Then you realize, you're still sinking. you've finally sunk

poison

your words you say that come from a place of caring and love? yeah they sting my eyes like poison, making tears fall from my eyes. your poison kills me inside and i die just a little bit. i feel like snow white, i was gullible enough to think you were a kind person and took a bite out of your poisonous apple only to ruin me.

transport

transport is UNCOMFORTABLE. for a person with a normal amount of money at least. Transport is incredible and amazing at the same time

missed

I missed you. yes past tense. that was a long time ago. and back then I was a little less smart. but now I'm a little more smarter, stronger, and confident. especially without you. You missed me too. thank goodness that's over. oh and your best friend, yeah your BEST FRIEND misses me. present tense. how sad. how sad I missed you once.

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YoulimNatalieJun wrote about poison
“your words you say that come from a place of caring and love? yeah they sting my eyes like poison, making tears fall from my eyes. your poison kills me inside and i die just a little bit. i feel like…”

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