zhangaladorf
i am locked in space,
living a squiggly, relentless,
ridiculous pace:
it is stupid that i am in such a sticky,
sickly sweet place.
we let go,
set this down (forcefully:
it's not easy to put this away without intention).
it fractured, we fractured,
you broke up with me
but i had dropped us long before.
we let go,
set this down [forcefully:
it's not easy to put this away without intention].
it fractured, we fractured,
you broke up with me
but i had dropped us long before.
he was a hot furnace,
burning with energy and burning time and energy
to stay so;
self-destructive and self-creating,
he kept
me warm.
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