zippydooda
I can't remember the last time I was truly held; hugged; squeezed with that passion intent on never letting go. Blake? Right before we turned away from each other in the airport....I walked away with tears rolling over my cheeks. It was just too much to handle; being so far away from each other. Even Skype couldn't replace the sensation of his hand in mine; his lips on my skin; his arms around me and his chin resting on my hair...and now it won't ever be the same again. I cheated. There's no going back without telling him. And I couldn't tear him apart like that.