afrojax28
Auxiliary; the last time i visited one was to see my disabled aunt for the first time. It was the first time I ever felt like we ever connected in my 21 years of living - before that, whenever her and I associated, it was simply criticism from her and unresponsiveness from me.
Automatic... Sometimes, a switch kicks off in me the second I hear the sound of my manic-depressive/bipolar crazy cousin's screeching voice, screeching at my grandmother for minimal reasons. I automatically ball up my fists, because so badly do I want to intervene, but I know my gram thinks I only fuel the fire when I stand up to my cousin. Also, sometimes when I go out to various places, I feel as if I am automatically self-conscious of my movements. And for some incidental reason, whenever I partake in my online college classes, even starting out I automatically feel as if my contributions are overlooked. Actually, I guess I feel that way a lot, inside or outside of online school.
Mutual... There is such things as mutual understanding, which basically embodies the word 'empathy'. Mutual is a bonding synchronicity of emotional, physical, and mental status between multiple human beings, even animals have the ability for mutual compatibility. Mutual status on a positive level is one of the most cherishable connections you can share with someone. Mutual is shared beauty between living things.
Dull is basically the essence of my life through the eyes of most analyzers. To me, my life is anything but dull to me, my life is a masterpiece of stupidity, mixed in with brilliant revelations, self-discovery beyod any means of most other people's understandings of their own selves. To most I seem like I am dull because I am quiet and shy in a classroom setting. But on the inside I am extraordinarily perceptive, which sometimes works against me. I am realizing so much about Life that I hardly know how to put into words; the best way I can even begin to do so is by putting what I understand about my seemingly-dull self into words. And thus enlightenment has truly begun.