amgoich
the contriller job was a new one for me. I was a ender, a beginner, a finisher, a starter but not a controller. How was I suppose to do a job I did not know how to do. that was frustrating.
the day that I decided to kill myself was a horrible one, rain poured down as I looked down the window and wanted nothing more than to put a knife into my skull. I was sad, really sad. Why? don't know. but it was scary how sa d I was.