bdevs
The beginning. Always so scary. I've always hated beginnings. To me they remind me of the failures, all the things I've done wrong, making me start anew. I hate everything that has to do with beginnings. They aren't welcoming. Nor are the people. No one knows what it's like to feel like this. Trapped and scared. Yeah everyone says they do but no one truly gets it. New beginnings. New life. New hate.