bennoboaz
it was chanukah recently. i told the people im staying with that its important to eat food with lots of oil in it for chanukah. alotta people down here have never met jews before. most of think im black when they meet me.
there was supposed to be thunder today. it never came. you wit for something to come an disturb you. you wait and it turns into en expectation and then you're disappointed when it doesn't come.
Return. Return to what. I believe thats what I am trying to figure out now. As I sit here, I contemplate returning. I guess the question has become not what to return to but what to return from.