brittanymichelle
In the upper depths of my heart, there still lies questions unanswered.
Reasons untold.
Seeing you brings these all to the front and I remember where I started.
I am no longer that girl.
Thank you.
I find comfort in myself these days.
Of course I can reach out to others, as I do often.
However, half the comfort is knowing that I can be comfortable with myself.
I am growing to absolutely love my time I spend alone.
Getting to know me is a journey I'm loving.
I set it in motion. The process has begun. It has been a long time coming, but I am finally free. Free of the heartache and of the choices I wish to not remember. I am becoming me one day at a time. It is a motion I am not as familiar with as I would like to be, but I am going to succeed nonetheless.
It gives me chills.
To see him again.
See him standing there.. before he notices my arrival.
And for that split second when our eyes meet, there is no distance between past and present.
All is undone.
And for that moment, we are us again.
Don't dwell on the past. Don't dwell on what cannot or should not be changed. Do not dwell on something that truly will not affect you 5 years from now. Think of it? Yes. Measure it. Feel it. Whatever you must. But then, move on. Do not dwell for you will miss out on your present.
Minute. You caused a minute tear in my heart. There was a minute there that I thought that minute tear might break me apart. But that minute passed and I made it past that minute of my life where you controlled me. My heart is flawless and you only had a minute of it's happiness.
Something I need. I have love. I have family, friends, and happiness. I have a roof over my head and food on the table. But most of all, I have the air in my lungs. The only necessity for life. You just have to live.
I am on a quest to find myself.
To find my destiny.
To find who I am supposed to be in this crazy world.
Where I fit.
Where I will make a difference.
I am on a quest into the unknown.
The depths of my own soul.
Of how I feel and who I am.
I am on a quest that I am sure will take a lifetime.
It lights up.
She sits and waits.
It lights up again.
She does not answer.
He can wait on me tonight, she thinks.
He can sit and wonder.
He doesn't deserve to have this of me.
He deserves none of me.
What she doesn't know is that he was calling to tell her he finally knew what he wanted. And it was her. He was calling to her, his last hope.
But she had nothing left to give.
There is a pile of information I have to take in for this last final. But this pile stands between me and graduation. Me and real life. Me and my future. Sometimes I'm not sure I wish this pile to disappear.. It's the only thing I've known
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