clarekirkp
I have felt despair in my life, when I have been very depressed and in sole charge of my children. I have felt despair that I will ever feel joy again, that I will ever get to a time in my life when I don't hate myself; loathe myself. Felt despair that I am ruining my children's lives. I can manage my depression very well now, without drugs, and it feels good :) I haven't felt despair for two years.