dammitjacky
I know I can live without you. I'm worried that you won't live without me though. I've helped you out through so much and I know I can keep helping you. But I think it's time for you to start helping yourself.
I just want to leap off and keep falling. If I ever do fall, I hope the landing is hard but not hard enough that I won't survive. I want to be able to tell the story of how I jumped and could still write about it.
As I leap across the chasm, I think about what I left on the other side of the cliff...