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fallingfaster

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there is no certainty in my decision there is no certainty in this ending even though you said there is i am still uncertain i know with all certainty that i loved you that i love you that i once did and always will love you in at least one degree that you gave me the greatest gift, which was learning how to love me.

how can girls be so malicous so ficticous so vindictive towards girls they hope to call sisters how can girls not act like what they say they believe in make promises they can't pull through in get a guys hopes up and then leave him

slept

i slept for 5 hours and felt fine i've slept for 12 hours and woken up dazed and confused i've slept over your calls and your calls and your calls and awoken to you at my door it was the best sleep where my dreams manifested into your appearance

my worries are like fields stretching as far as the eye can see you are the reaper of my fields you work hard day and night in the rain and the burning sun you yank from the roots you till my land you open me up for better things

i cant i dont even want to anymore

in stead of looking at how far we've come we look at how far we have left to go why? i mean why is a life a staircase you have to go up anyway anyone whos lived can tell you the path isn't going to be straight and narrow

i thought i'd be a good enough influence i thought all that i could do well would rub off on you i figured when we started becoming each other, you'd take the best parts of me i thought our minds would get on the same track walk at the same pace hum to the same tune but we're not there yet

when i finally put the pieces together the me between two bouts of her together the fact that we were never supposed to be together being cheated on stings at least a little bit forever

i think waters where its at got a water bottle for christmas new years resolution is to stay hydrated stay healthy stay purified water is life life should be healthy and pure

it is my tradition i will make it my children's tradition to break tradition when they see fit for the only thing that is truly tradition is that the never ending progress of time does not allow for tradition

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on this day 15 years ago

celeste wrote about autumn
“the leaves cringe and break under my feet i jump on them trample them like the fears i want to defeat every step i take is pronounced by the satisfying sound of the leaves now don't think i'm a b…”

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