furlongkatie11
Since you've been gone, or rather since I left, it's like all of my inspiration is gone. I can't think of a single thing to say. Everytime I try to write I think of you and then my mind goes blank. I never realized you didn't only give me pain but you made my life easier is some sort of way. I guess because of the fact that I let you go, this is now my punishment. I have no inspiration anymore.
Something so hard yet when thrown on the ground it can be shattered into a million pieces, just like my heart.
Purple, deep deep purple. Kind of like the hole that you left in my heart. Everything that you have done to me is now imbrassed by the color purple.
Sticks. It sticks to me, you stick with me more then I thought one person ever could. You were and are a huge part of me even though we ended so long ago. For some reason I just can't get you out of my head. Obviously because I made the connection to you from the word sticks.
You killed her. The only mother that I have ever know. Is it right for a women to die from lung cancer when she had never smoked a day in her life? No. You did this. You took her life and because she loved you she stayed with you all of those years. I hope you're happy, because I will never be. Thank you dad.
That's what you are to me. A deadly disease that I can't get rid of no matter how hard I try. You're attached to me in ways that I didn't even know were possible. You were everything and nothing all at the same time. I don't know what it's going to be like now that I've finally free.
This was the last straw for me. I'm finished I'm done chasing after you. And I'm done letting you fuck with my emotions.
Mean is everything you have every done to me. Made me cry, broke my heart and then left me there to suffer. You were everything I wanted and all I did was try and be the best person I could be for you and all you could do was be mean. You will never know how much pain you have caused me and how hurtful the things you did were. You are nothing but mean and I can't believe it took me this long to realize it. I'm done. Goodbye.