griefhoney
everything looks so tiny
everything looks so small
standing on the skyline
i have no thoughts at all
there are no sounds
nothing at all
my heart beats faster
slows, then stops
everything below seems to come closer
everything in my head is dim which leads me into wondering what the purpose of being in the light is since my eyes are closed more than they are open whether i'm deep in sleep or deep in thought or experiencing a moment that needs to be shaded until it's all over. dim is comfortable and always will be the most comfortable. everything looks better in dim light; i know that i do.
one of my best memories is the time that i went to stay at the public museum with a bunch of girl scouts even though i was not a girl scout. we got to stay up all night long and tour the museum while everyone else in the world was asleep. we went into the planetarium and learned about astrology and everything else. it was there when i learned that i was a Sagittarius.
horses don't care: they don't care how much you weigh, how much sorrow you carry on a daily basis. they don't care what your past is, they don't care what color your eyes are or the things that you've done wrong. they don't care who loves you and who doesn't love you, or if anyone loves you. they only want to serve you.