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i'm happy at the thought of staying still
positively euphoric
never thought this would be the end of things
because it's not
it's not futility
just stagnation
and that can be a good thing
sometimes.
your answers fly overhead.
i don't understand you anymore.
maybe we've grown apart.
maybe we're no longer on same frequencies.
maybe it's time to leave.
we had a hell of a time, us catherine wheels. we were bright and shiny throwing light all around the goddam room, illuminating the dark and the daft.
she saved me from the hell that was to be. the day i turned to her, i lay my head on her shoulder, and she saved me. months later, this same girl threw me to hell, made me suffer, made me go insane.
being with her isn't anything like the heaven i had imagined.
a sponge is like that of no other being on earth. yellow, green, and fibrous, it is the hivemind of a billion bacteria.
irony.
i’m all fluffy and soaked with emotions
suds all around
bubbles burst
white suds
yellow detergent
and sometimes i like to be squeezed
dry