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my anxiety and acid reflux have recently been amplified. It feels like they, in addition to my chronic pain, have been amplifying all of the background noise. All of the stress and anxiety I haven't been thoroughly processing has been amplifying the difficulty of continuing to work for a corporation that doesn't support me properly.
Occasionally, I have bouts of dizziness - they come out of nowhere, and I wish I knew the source.
Sometimes it's fun. It's like getting high for a minute and then getting to come back down to earth. These are the fun times when it isn't terrifying.
Then there are the times it's so scary and I'm convinced the dizziness is a symptom of a larger issue - bad circulation, anemia, any range of things.
Its maddening. but not so bad.
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