katiearata4
Since April 23, 2010, I have believed that something special could actually exist between two people. And since June 24, 2012, I have learned that whatever we think we believe or see or have in our heart and mind, we probably don't. Because since the day I was born, I have known that the chances of actual connection to that one other being would probably never exist. I was right from the start. Since then and from now on.
it's all gone. everything i gave and everything i did. the love, the light, the life. he took it with him when he left, because. well. that's what he always did. he took what he could and he never looked back. and even though i dream of the days when he comes back to look for me, i know that, no matter how hard i pray and no matter how many wishes i make, he's gone. and he's never coming back for me.