laurasaurus
It was weird. Euthanasia. It was a weird word. A weird feeling.
I had made my decision weeks ago and I wasn't going to back out now- but it was just... weird.
Have you ever tried to imagine the world without you in it? It's not easy. What would it have been like if you had died a year ago? What wouldn't have happened? What would?
What about five years ago? Ten?
Is this how people feel before they kill themselves? How different is that from euthanasia? What if I administered the shot to myself and not a doctor? Is that suicide? Is it murder?
Or maybe it's freedom.