llee
After my paranoia set in, it was like I was standing behind a glass, looking at a line-up of suspects. Everyone looked terrible, similar, criminal. My mind spun staring at them, each and every one of them. I didn't know who was who. All I knew was that one of them was a criminal- but until then, everyone was suspect. My paranoid delusions were almost the death of me.
it lasted approximately 5 and a half seconds
it felt like an eternity
everything was a blur
everything in slow motion
i heard screaming
i heard the sirens
i saw the blood
i saw her one last time
then came the ambulance
then she was lifted and taken away on a stretcher
was it her fault my fault
was i the one who should've stopped her from another drink
i'm at fault
i'm the one who'll have to live with this