lolo311
I've never heard thunder like I heard today. It was a loud crash, and then, suddenly, the sky was bright with lightening and a torrential downpour of rain was unloosed on my car. I tried desperately to pull over to the side of the road, but I couldn't see far enough in front of me to be able to do even that.
I trusted you...I put my heart in your hands...was it worth it? I'm still not sure. I learned a lot, about me, who I really am, what I really want, what I need...but now I find myself picking up the pieces of my shattered self all because I trusted you...and I still can't decide if it was worth it...
The alarm clock beeped, I stared at the digital display. 3:45...the numbers were blinking at me...or I was blinking, I'm not sure. I threw my covers off, and slid out of the warm coziness of my bed. I love baking, but I hate the hours...I used to be a night owl. I guess you make sacrifices to follow your dreams.
and I wondered, who was on my side? Who could I count on? was there anyone here fighting this fight with me, or was it me against the world. And I wondered, how did I get here? What happened? What mistakes did I make, things did I do, right or wrong, that got me here, to this point in my life, where I would need people to fight with me instead of against me. And I wondered, does it mean anything?
Skipping from flower to flower, never caring, just tasting the sweetness that life has to offer, smelling the wonderful aroma of morning flowers, sucking from them the sugar and sweet tangy nectar that builds their home and their life's purpose.