lostinlove
Why i ever liked him is a mystery to me. i don't know what it is about him that makes me so attracted to him. There is so much hurt in everything that reminds me of him, and its so hard. i like him so much, but i can't let myself fall for him because how can i love someone who is associated with so much pain? he doesn't even make me happy. most of the time he makes me feel like shit. but yet that doesn't matter because i like him, so much. it astonishes me that tthe guys we don't even want to have feelings for, are the people we can't get over. fuck him. fuck his feelings. fuck everything we've had. fuck it all.