lovehate
prim.
expectations. impossible.
choking. suffocating. repressing.
standards. box. inside. stuck.
obey. listen. held down. bound.
misunderstood. isolated.
I created it for protection, for coping, for love.
It has been designed to be efficient and give me a semblance of what I want
but I think I lost myself to it, inside it.
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the words lovehate reaches for
insidecreatedprotectioncopinglovedesignedefficientsemblancelostprimexpectationsimpossiblechokingsuffocatingrepressingstandards