macaylagraham
What is it worth to you? To spend your time and money on things that will fade. Spending time with those you love is much more important. That time is worth more than gold.
There are so many questions that go unanswered. What if? When? Why? How? You have to be willing to trust that answers will come in time and you can't always have instant gratification. Sometimes things are unanswered for a while.