mindlessdaydreamer
I think of you and I think of me, and I think, 'What have I become?' What have you done to me. You don't even know, and I want to forget. let's play pretend like it comes naturally. I think that was a line in a song. I have no integrity. I'm a plagiarist.
I am determined to be what I am not and it causes me stress everyday. I wish I could appreciate what I am but I want to be is happy and that is not what I am. I need to be bold. I need to be simple. I need to strong and happy. But I'm not. How can I be?
It’s being with someone and not having any doubts. It’s being far away from someone and still feeling like you are with them. It is true love. It is one soul sharing two bodies. It is looking at someone straight in the eyes and feeling like you never have to or want to look away.
It's being with someone and not having any doubts. It's being far away from someone and still feel like you are with them. It is true love. It is one soul sharing two bodies. It is looking at someone straight in the eyes and feeling like you have to or want to look away.
Connection! Get connected. C. O. N. N. E. C. T. E. D! Con. Nect. Like nectar from the flowers, that connects to the bees, that connects to the honey that connects to us. We are all connected. the world!
I feel so connected to him. I only really knew him for a few months but I can't help it. How can you share something like that with someone and not feel connected? How can he not look at me and think about it every time? Does life just go on? How does this work anyway? The pain of being disconnected never goes away. It just gets easier to deal with.
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