neilpkennedy
The question am I happy haunts me
She made me happy
Or did the idea of her make me happy
I felt her.i know that much
But i dont know if its these feelings or the idea of not being alone that are shackeld to my heart
I am the bane of my own distance
I wish i had the courage
Or no empathy
To hurt those around me
So i can shackle my heart off the ground
I already fucking did this
Failed once before
crawl drag my stomach across the gravel
get the piercing stare out of my back
shut the eyes in the back of my head
final sleep
I can't fucking wait to be dead