PaulaCatherine
I am not a gamer. I do not like video games. The end.
We are influenced by who we associate ourselves with. Positive or negative, we are influenced.
There are a collection of thoughts in my head that I wish that I could just get rid of. The things that were said are in the past. I've grown up, they've grown up. It's time to move on. But every time those thoughts come back, I feel as though I am re-living them all over again.
The lack of creativity in today's culture is sickening. If only I could've grown up in a different era, where the creative let their imagination take flight. Sometimes I feel as if I am the needle in the haystack. I can't conform to everyone else. I won't.
I look at life conflicts as little smudges on the bright future ahead of me. We all have to deal with many of these smudges in our lifetimes. The ones who choose to sit and worry about them are the ones that are never able to get rid of them.
The truth is fabricated all too often. Why can't we just be truthful? Yes, the truth may hurt, but I would much rather deal with that than some bullshit story to make myself feel better, even though it's not the reality of it all.
My thoughts plague me with self-doubt. I'm always second guessing every single aspect of my life. I never feel like what I'm doing is good enough.