peacefulgeek
thick walls hold back natural impulses
light from within spits through thin skin
roots pouring up from the tired earth
hold feet and legs
firm mind
tough stance
full bore
hail storms will not sway me
lost in the millieu of old ideas
broken promises and tired triumphs
thinking even once second ahead
or 2 minutes in the past
takes us away
when we're not there
nothing is really happening
for who you are
for what you dream
for where you wish to land
be true
find strength in speaking the truth
take inventory on each morsel of your being
account for who you really are
and the rewards will appear in line with reality
i eat them
nibbling
they eat me
in chunks
from the inside
expectations far above my head
set beneath my feet when I'm on top of the world
in front of me when I'm trapped
behind me after breaking free
i will stand on top of them
keeping them in check
below, they can't do their dirty deed
keep us
hold us back
thrust us forward
if it's set too high
try again
it's not failure, it's only a bar
if you're behind them
go deeper inside and break free
if you're in front of them
fly like a storm
i wonder where it all came from
the specs of dust that form us
the mailbox
cream
dogs
funnels
the color green
it's here though
with us, in us, around us
we are it
every part of it
in every moment
for all time
quickly passing
walking past me like sticks
ancient symbols of passage
passing
of time
every time
I do
anything
pushing past the point where
self
becomes
something
else
move inward
and slow down
drive is all mind
be non-mind
and be you
as it falls off, my skin changes
dark brooding bugs
thoughts thrust on my body
ideas shadowed onto me
as light hits my face
it all fades
it all crumbles
and falls to the ground
clean clean reborn