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You once told me that I'm the strongest person you know and honestly, I don't get it. I run away at the first sign of anything real. I'm petrified that one day I'll feel too much and it will destroy me.
I don't miss you. But I do miss our table and the sweet summer days we spent there. I remember wishing that time could freeze and thinking that you were the only one who ever really saw me. Remembering these moments and how quickly they can fade away makes me wonder if anything matters at all.
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