severalninjas
I love you all.
I can't wait.
I can't wait to finish high school, to get a job, to get married, to retire, to eventually... well, die, I guess. But everything just leads into something else. College may not be my nirvana, so I won't be able to wait until my career. I need to slow down. And just live.
Patience. I am starting to lose my patience with myself. I mean, I feel like my own subconscious is planning to wreck my life in a number of ways. I have no confidence and I just... can't think anymore. but I SHOULD be able to. dammit.