shani
A turn of phrase. It's supposed to mean the same thing to everyone. But it can't translate, it can't carry over to other cultures. Nothing is universal. Nothing is definite.
Maybe I'm not really a success. I like to think I am, but sometimes it just doesn't stick. People tell me I do well, but, if that's true, why is stuff still so messed up? Why does bad shit happen to good people? Why do I let myself get taken advantage of? And why do I let it happen over and over again.