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I've heard you shouldn't hide under trees or other hight objects when lightening strikes. but what welse are you supposed to do? I don't care much about lightenings to be perfectly honest. There's rather a more relevant mystery to my life in my head. I think I'm in love with him (no, not the lightning0). But I am not sure as I have never been before plus it's unknown if we can stay together in a gloomy soon future. Fuck the uncertainty about wether the one's you care about will be in your live within a week or not. Sounds like a toast to me! Goodnight!
i don't think i exactly know what it means. oh my, bad sides of being a foreigner. because even though i was one of the best in english at school, they can never sit you down and say 'now, kids, we will learn every single word you might find yourself in need to know in english!'. that's how the cookie crumbles, i guess.
i had a belief. in some sort of god. no one taught me about him or it or whatsoever but i did believe and i prayed almost every night. but then in fifth grade in history they tought us about wars and masacres caused by spreading christianity. that was when i realised that's not something i want to believe in - preaching all the love but in the name of it doing such horrendous things. so i thought i'd almost freeze my belief until i figured out in what i believe. i thought hinduism 'would be fun'. but after a while i understood you can't freeze your belief, one of the most powerful feelings of your soul, and resume it whenever you feel like. so now i'm lost. i don't find myself within any of those religions. truth be told,i would be afraid to do so even if i would. anyway, i bleieve in soething, i literally feel something is looking after be because whatever happens to me, i always get through it safe and unharmed. and i am thankful to that something. but i don't call it any particular name and i don't like being labeled. apparently i am agnostic as i believe in something but i don't know what exactly. but often agnostic and atheist get mixed up. and anbother thing that annoys the living hell out of me is the assumption that it's either with them or against them. so i'm lost and angry at times. mostly lost. /this took much longer than one minute.
bones are core of our bodies. they keep us together, they're foundation of our moving bodies. but without a skin that isn't even as close as strong as bones they couldn't do all that and be all that. so even the strongest ones at times need someone seemingly much weeker at times to be strong, that makes them strong, in fact. otherwise we'd be just a piles of bones lining around.
Once dinosaurs lived on this planet and they were the most dominant creatures. They thought they were invincible and here for good. If they did think in the first place, that is. But then an explosion or nature powers or whatever it was came and killed them off. Sounds familiar, people, eh?
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