sleepingsongbirds
in my life i don't know what i'm doing. am i focusing on the big picture or all of the small details that no one will ever see? to me every little mistake counts and i let that get to me. what can i do? my world is so pixelated i can't see the full image and who i'm even turning out to be.
there's a centerpiece on the floor. how'd it get there?
I know how.
there's a way to the attic. how can i get there?
you know how.
there's an end to this relationship. how did we get here?
they know how.
it's something to think about, when your whole world has been turned upside down and your face stares foreign back at you.
don't leave me, but i never want to see you again.
this is the beginning of the end. i like this word. it's so optimistic and hopeful. each second is a new beginning. but how many beginnings do we get before we just get tired of starting over the same thing, time after time? i wanna do something different, walk on a separate path from the one destined for me. i want to explore who i can be and what it means to be me. this is the beginning of the start.
I wish to be passionate. To have all of my actions explode with love, and all kinds of emotion. That's how I want to live my life. And the only way to do that is to always live in the present. Passion is real. Have passion in life, passion is the way to happiness. Do what you love, be with who you love, search for more love in life. Passion gives life meaning, gives life flavor. (:<3
I wish that I could marry someone that’s kind, that knows me, and that loves me.
But will I love him? I can’t know that because I don’t know anything about love, or who I will love. It seems as though I am unlovable, without a heart for another to hold. Or am I incapable of the action of loving? Help me. </3