slumberkat
The obvious choice is always the one that's right on front of your face. You know what to do, but continue to rationalize and try any other option. Why? Just because it's obvious doesn't mean it's easy...
I have been rejected so many times these past two months, by the same guy, over and over. I ended the friendship as a result. I wanted to give him an ultimatum, "her or me", but I already knew the answer, so I couldn't ask. The ultimate rejection would be hearing his response...
I'm reminded of pirates and wars. Civil war reenactments. We went to one when we were camping once, and they had a dance later that evening. We learned some old country dances, and it was so fun. My friend Jenna and I had to dance together, because there weren't enough boys.
my siblings and I used to delve into piles of old things in my grandmother's garage, looking for something new to play with. My favorite was always the typewriter. We would bring our finds into the house, and I would just pound away at the keys, imagining I was writing the stories sprung from my imagination.