srpincus
endless. endless? oh. here's endless. endless cycle. vicious circle. endless patterns that i watch like a repetitive train-wreck, constantly restarting and re-crashing
i am TERRIBLE at sports but I wish I weren't. don't understand football. absolutely adore watching hockey. sports get to people's heads, though. it makes this divider between people, a whole chasm that i think is kind of weird.
i think i should wake up. it's so hard because i've been asleep for so long but i don't want to be. i want to feel jolted and energetic. i want to feel really alive. i want to do something stupid and unplanned and let it shake me up until i'm really alive