sunlit
The times that I'd visited here before, I had never known the exact location.... Perhaps my six year old brain dreamed it was up near fairyland, and did not believe that it was really so close so close, this place he called "heaven".
I had never been the same. Explaining why it had scared me would not be easy; most people would laugh. But laughter was hardly what I had. I walked around for long periods of time; didn't talk to anyone. My mind was still living back then.