thedarkestmelody
She looked down at the band that encircled her wrist and wondered if she should keep wearing it. After all it was a friendship bracelet and the friendship was over. Dead. Gone. Seemingly forgotten about. But she'd been wearing it for years, why take it off now?
The sewing needle fell from pale fingers, as the princess watched her blood form a perfect circle of rose red on her pinky.
"Finally, I get to sleep. Finally this life is over. Peace at last."
I live in a town that has a beach. It's a small town, cozy and friendly. I love it here I really really do. Although beach water disturbs me; I hate not knowing what is lurking beneath the murky water, I love the feel of the sand on my feet and the way the sun beats down on the water warming it from above.
The tide washes in unwanted feelings, forgotten memories and thoughts gone astray, I hate to see the remnants, of who I once was, on that beach scattered like skeleton bones. Everything I ever wished to be or hoped to see, things I wanted nothing to do with anymore, all of them are there. Even all the inside pain I felt, the secrets whispered into my pillow late at night. Nothing is missing. Nothing at all that the tide hasn't brought back to the shores of my mind. I knew this would happen all along. But I hoped it wouldn't. So I whisper goodbye to today, and step slowly making light footprints in the sand as I piece my past together so I can go on with my future.
What makes you think you can waltz back in to my life after what you've done? Well here's a surprise for you. You can't.
without you,
without me,
da da da....
wait what?
What does it mean when people say 'to live without'? Without what I wonder....ha!
A leap of faith is what it'll take,
a jump a twist,
a smile so fake,
but in the end I'll survive.
a car wash,
beautiful, chaotic, crazy, odd, relaxing
coloured wax swirling and mixing
music sounds better in the car wash
I wish I had a spine,
the confidence it would take to make you mine,
yes if only I had a spine,
Beneath the starlight I cry,
let my emotions fly,
free and wild,
just a child,
love me please I'm all alone,
I wish I knew the way back home.