Vicmarie
My heart was open to you. I made myself available. You closed yourself to me. I felt it start to happen, I tried to stop it but I couldn't. Now I am left with trinkets and reminders of a version of you in which I wish you would have stayed.
I use methods unused by most. I sit, stand, do, undo, rethink, redo. This is insane, this is mundane, this is life.
It's really simple. I said I didn't want you. So leave me alone. ...I wish I didn't want you. I wish I wanted you to leave me alone. I miss you. Simple, it's never simple.