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Galaxy. Something vast and in my mind empty even when it's full. It's the feeling in my heart when you're gone? How does that even make sense? You're nothing special, really. Spacy all the time and stellar always. Damn this is not a good day for words.
Obsessed. Obsessed is when you follow him home in the pouring rain, and when he won't let you in you just sit on his step until he feels bad enough to give you a towel. Not bad enough to let you in, he doesn't want you to think he's obsessed with you. So you just kind of sit there obsessing over whether your hair still looks okay or your make-up is smudegy and get pretty perplexed....All you were trying to do was give him back the wallet he dropped??
Final, like the final exam of a course. We sat next to eachother all year, and didn't talk, but when the final came, he slid a sheet of paper across my desk. All the answers. He wrote on the bottom that he loved me. I've never been so confused. When they dragged him out of the room he was dancing and cackling. It was the final time I saw him.
Specific is the word used to specify things. I was looking for a specific album in the CD store when he tapped me on the shoulder. His septum was pierced, his eyes were blue, and he was in the metal section. I had that specific feeling of love and butterflies brewing. But love isn't very hardcore, so it must have been bats. Black bats specifically, brown bats are for wusses.
Basic. Basic is a font, I think. Fonts make words, that we use to communicate with eachother and sometimes, ourselves. If you keep a journal you basically communicate with yourself. It's a very crude sort of communication and it's really easier to talk to yourself and have a good conversation. Journals are basically social network sites where you're the only member. I like this, I poked them. You know?
Cheap? Didn't I already do this word? Cheap is low on money, when your kids have been eatin kraft dinner or Mr. noodle for a week. Cheap is when you find converse shoes on sale and it's the best day of your life. Cheap is like my uncle. Who has a large moustache. I like him, he smells like comic books and after shave.
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