So I’ve been waiting,
To run away from this chaos.
But chaos is where I live.
Serene is what I seek.
Scene is what I get.
Satyen
I’m not serene today. I’m tired, a breath away from crying. My shoulders slump even in my room. Ate a spoonful, that’s good enough to take my medicine, right? Can’t do more than that right now. Should drink something. Start the tea. Finished the last two-day-old stuff and rinsed the thermos. What an accomplishment. Got to keep going. If I’ll stop, I’ll never get out. The whole world is heavy upon me. Went to bed early but I’m exhausted in my bones. I’m world-weary, old-tired, but still feel so young-foolish. I’m tired today.
The surface of the lake was still, there was no wind to make ripples on the water. The whole scene was serene and she wanted to sit here forever and take in the feel of nature.
So I’ve been waiting,
To run away from this chaos.
But chaos is where I live.
Serene is what I seek.
Scene is what I get.
I’m not serene today. I’m tired, a breath away from crying. My shoulders slump even in my room. Ate a spoonful, that’s good enough to take my medicine, right? Can’t do more than that right now. Should drink something. Start the tea. Finished the last two-day-old stuff and rinsed the thermos. What an accomplishment. Got to keep going. If I’ll stop, I’ll never get out. The whole world is heavy upon me. Went to bed early but I’m exhausted in my bones. I’m world-weary, old-tired, but still feel so young-foolish. I’m tired today.
The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing.
The surface of the lake was still, there was no wind to make ripples on the water. The whole scene was serene and she wanted to sit here forever and take in the feel of nature.