I don’t know if I should do it. Really, I probably should. What if I don’t?
Nothing would change, not in time at least. I should do it. The knife is heavy. But I should. Yeah. Probably.
Miriam
I had never been a suicidal person. Even after all the bad things that had happened to me in my life time, not once did I ever consider taking my own life.
But now that the love of my life is gone, suicide sounds like a great idea. He was all that I had left. He is all that I ever wanted and could ever imagine, and now he was gone too. Taken from me. Yes, I am suicidal.
I don’t know if I should do it. Really, I probably should. What if I don’t?
Nothing would change, not in time at least. I should do it. The knife is heavy. But I should. Yeah. Probably.
I had never been a suicidal person. Even after all the bad things that had happened to me in my life time, not once did I ever consider taking my own life.
But now that the love of my life is gone, suicide sounds like a great idea. He was all that I had left. He is all that I ever wanted and could ever imagine, and now he was gone too. Taken from me. Yes, I am suicidal.
i have always been bleeding from every orifice
the only thing that’s changed
is that i don’t feel
like stopping it anymore.