• blank. fresh. clean. vacant. if you were to look at the canvas of my life you would see red splattered with blue, a tiny yellow and green. the only bit of purple would orientate itself to my centre.

  • what we must do to go on. the difference between accepting reality and pretending to. eyes that smile symbolise the real happiness. my smile is vacant.

  • Michelle wrote about the word montage 1 year, 11 months ago

    The time I learnt about the word ‘montage’ was in English class. I had a few good friends that year but there were a lot of snobby precocious girls, too. The best time was when Ms. Bentley crawled under a desk to sing a song. Good days. I did well, too.

  • Michelle wrote about the word remember 1 year, 11 months ago

    Remember remember the fifth of November…

    that little three year old had a sparkler and a big grin on her face. She would look back as an adult and laugh at the photo – the happiness, the grin, the pyjamas, the ludicrousy of giving a toddler a firework… She would reminisce. Nostalgia has its advantages.

  • Michelle wrote about the word despair 1 year, 11 months ago

    Despair is one of the few emotions that I understand whole-heartedly. I understand its depth, its persistency, its ability to drown out everything else. I know the blade and the noose, I have a box full of suicide letters from the past 6 years or so. I am generally ok now, but it doesn’t leave [...]

  • Michelle wrote about the word mint 1 year, 11 months ago

    It’s pretty mint how people can all talk online these days. No longer do you have to have the awkward niceties before asking someone something directly. I recently signed up to an online dating website for fun, and today someone asked if I want to spank them. The answer is no, but you gotta appreciate [...]

  • her bandanna wrapped around her wrist was so tight she felt constricted for air. it had been there such a long time that without it she felt alone. this journey the she had to take was one she must do alone, a lone battle and a fight she could do without.

  • scoundrel. a removal of what is your yours. an imposer of he soul. the stealing of my heart. a thief; in more ways than one. a fight for what is considered rightfully theirs.

  • salty. put your tongue through that. girl in formation of. tantalizing and ready for me

  • violence. hurt and brusied. domestic dispute. an arugment that leads to the exchaning of truths. was it worth it? i guess not. the truth is blinding once its out thats all you see